It’s been a long journey, yet several years later it is still just the beginning. I still miss Zech with every fiber of my being. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of him or about him. I can’t count the number of times I think ‘I wonder what Zech would do or think about….’ My world stopped the day Zech died, but the world around me continued on. I had a choice to make; would I get back on the merry-go-around called life or would I be a by stander and watch the world go round and round from a distance? I made a conscience choice to get back on this crazy ride we call life. Sometimes my head still spins and I feel like I’m going to be thrown off again but I’m on the ride and I’m holding on with everything in me. I have found happiness again. It’s not the same happiness I had before Zech’s death, I will never find that same happiness again, but I have found a new happiness. I am glad I made the choice to get back on the merry-go-round